Scary thought...

[snakebitcat]

Been doing some thinking about the past lately - part of it had to do with me finally admitting, when talking to a couple of my friends, that one of the major motivations I had in going through with the marriage was because I thought that was as good as it was going to get. That I just wasn't going to find anybody better that I could get married to.

I'm starting to wonder how much of my current desire to stay unmarried could be caused by some part of me still believing that.

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[prodigal.livejournal.com]

I know it can, but my marriage was just plain bad. So there's at least part of me that thinks "If that really is as good as it could get for me, no thanks."