Scary thought...

[snakebitcat]

Been doing some thinking about the past lately - part of it had to do with me finally admitting, when talking to a couple of my friends, that one of the major motivations I had in going through with the marriage was because I thought that was as good as it was going to get. That I just wasn't going to find anybody better that I could get married to.

I'm starting to wonder how much of my current desire to stay unmarried could be caused by some part of me still believing that.

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The good with the bad...

[kerinda.livejournal.com]

It is mucho good that you are finally admitting and opening up about these things: it is the first step in understanding what is holding you back from what you really want from life. Seriously, when you begin to understand that it is a mental block within yourself, then you can begin to work on that wall to bring it down, or at least make a crawlspace through it. Before you know it, someone will start hacking away from the other side.

Just my perspective, of course. :)